Rage against the machines

Surprisingly, even though i was gone boarding for 3 days, alot has happened. For the most part i was breathing and eating snowboarding...well..snow from snowboarding. haha I remember going to nh in the car and seeing my first small patches of snow and getting so excited. Well when i went on my first hill i couldnt even stand up it was really painful to watch me, i picked it up really quickly though thanks to longboarding. by the end of first day i was falling just like..several times each hill and i was getting better at heelside braking i was touching on toeside braking. by the second day i wasnt falling much at all and i moved to blues and was still working on toeside braking. To toeside brake you need to swing your back towards the bottom of the hill and brake using the toeside of your board. In longboarding its REALLY hard to learn without sliding gloves so i never did but i know how to powerslide which is essentially the heel side brake in snowboarding. Just whip out your back leg and make it parallel to the bottom of the hill and use the heelside of your board to break. By the second day i was able to do toeside successfully 3/5 of the time but i i kept spinning and alternating legs after toesiding so it was weird....but by the second day i perfected heelside so i would toeside, spin three 360 then heelside to brake YAY! my first trick lol. Its a really bad trick cause your not suppose to spin 360 when toeing it, on steeper mountains id fucking bust my ass doing that....and i did. By the third day i was hitting border blacks but i was never more scared in my life...i didnt fall much at all but i kept getting stuck cause itll get REALLLY steep then flat and id be heelsiding the entire thing scared shitless then come to the flat and just be like...*wiggle wiggle*....fuck im stuck.*faceplant then army crawl to the next downhill* lol the third day i was able to toeside without spinning like....1/10 times and i got alot better at the spinning trick and i could heelside brake whereever and whenever. These skills are only the beginning...i was only learning how to brake this entire 3 days. lol I have yet to just bomb a hill carving it. Then after learning how to carve i then can speed up my time and further sharpen my board control. Overall, it was really fun id definitely do it again. but i had such a workout because each time i fell...which was countlesss times it drained so much energy from me haha i wore a helmet so it was fine but something about falling in snow and catching yourself from sliding then crawling with your legs strapped to a giant fucking board is such a workout. Id go snowboarding just to fall and get the best workout ever. lol my sister actually said that i look bigger when i came back. Thats because my sister and her friends brought soo much food and it was all good so we all ate 5 meals a day and large ones and added onto the daily snowboarding workout made it awesomeee.

That was all that was going on in my head when i was actually going down the hill. How i need to throw my shoulders, shift my legs, lean. I was milking this snowboarding experience but when i was alone...which i did several times just to make it 10x more thrilling my mind wondered. I thought about work..I have no job now. I thought about theresa...thats how i kept warm actually...thinking about her heated me up. I still dont know what shes trying to do but i gave up trying to understand a while ago. Onto the next one. But i do understand why she didnt bite...its because i took her back everytime..i need to just be like..no fuck you you had your chances goodbye. But then that means im playing the game...but who said id be bluffing? shrugs* I thought about music. Rage against the machines is the best music to snowboard to cause its such heavy hardcore just...straight foward metal. love it. WE GOTTA TAKE THE POWER BACK haha. That song i feel like sums up my last three days. Its so much awesome ego boosting rage. Its chaos but it speaks of creating something better.

"Yo, we gotta take the power back!
Bam! Here's the plan
Motherfuck Uncle Sam
Step back, I know who I am
Raise up your ear, I'll drop the style and clear
It's the beats and the lyrics they fear
The rage is relentless
We need a movement with a quickness
You are the witness of change
And to counteract
We gotta take the power back!"

Its just straightforward boss lol. Its the pump i needed to bomb the gnarly blues on the trip and redirect my resentment. So fuck yes! cant wait for first night shes going to bring her friends and im going to bring bfbg :] Ive been talking to tfk alot lately via phone and im glad shes just so mature haha. Im glad i decided to go with the flow with her instead of trying anything crazy because now im just have a really good friend :] what else? my whole body is killing me. i need to hold my forearm to tighten my grip because my wrist was strained from landing so many times on it and well...pretty much on everything. oh and last night was ridiculous i think i drank like...at least 9 shots. i had to take 5 shots straight. Fucking cant gamble for shit. lol and i kept loosing! so many shots @.@ after a while everyone was trashed though so we played texas holdem with chocolate haha it was fun well thats it!