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FUCK THAT SHIT! i was crawling into a hole and i was like...wtf is happening? like i said im living too much in the present. FUTURE MY BOY FUTURE! My body just simply spat out a terrible job. Lol sure i get paid more but i refuse to have CVS on my resume, especially with 3 years of college right above it. Sooo idk why im so pissed off about the losing of a retail job. Actually I want to write a letter to him, a professional one just to spit in his face. haha. Im scared to though cause he might hold it against me but i was thinking about saying something along the lines of this.

Dear Moss,

It was NOT a pleasure to have you as a boss for the 2 weeks I worked for you. Sure your ego and self-righteousness will bring much growth for the company complimented by your expertise which i do not question. What I do intend to question is your idea that professionalism and self righteousness are the same thing, boss. How is it possible for one to get fired before i get my first legitimate paycheck? Thats not expertise nor professionalism, thats self righteousness. You needed any reason to fire anyone because of your ego and i want you to know that that will hopefully be the death of you. You see, i did have respect for you because you and i are much alike, we strive for best and the idea that the team is being brought down by one is unacceptable. The difference between you and i is the departing. I eliminate my excess with the strong footing i had throughout my life. You, you said, "Youre fired...but finish your shift and let me sit on it. Come in tomorrow at 11am and we can talk about it." WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT? Then to further that, you cancel our meeting the next morning! Ive never seen a man more arrogant and unprofessional as you. To think i am not qualified to work at CVS after one fucking week. You have something really long and hard stuck up your ass dear sir. To further this, youre willing to fire me after one week over the three veteran workers that are clearly bringing no progress to the company. You're emotional-

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So i had to end that blog post shortly cause i had to head out but the same applies, i dont fucking like that guy. He "hired" me back again apologizing that he had to reschedule the meeting and im looking for a new job now. I cant fucking work under someone knowing they intended to fire me in the first week at work.

In other news, ragers ragers ragers. Im back at dan dinhs place and were having massive bromance. I guess its actually over with LGB girl...idk what happen. She started talking about her ex...then she said shes enjoying the single life and not looking for relationship (she brought it up) then she said shell take "each day as it comes:)" I respond with a smiley as well and we continue texting but then she said "im busy ill ttyl". Why would you need to tell someone your busy over text? so i said cya then waited for her text all today..i ended up giving in texting her at 5pm...we respond back and forth once then i waited ten mins to respond to her and she stopped responding all out...i sent her another text and she still hasnt responded...its 4 hours later. And shes pretty on tp of her phone...Me and dan intend to go to amherst this weekend..Surprise visit maybe? no creep? lol idk but if anything ill get to see lauren...which i havent spoken to since before break...Where have you gone lauren?..

My life? i could care less right now..party part 2 lets do it up! edit on edit later

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Lori never ended up texting me back. I cant sleep but i feel nothing for her. This is how it feels when my heart has power over my reason and that doesnt happen very often. and it shouldnt since i have my douchebag mode on lol. Surprisingly im enjoying this feeling because i know shes feeling the same way. Me and her have so much in common that i feel as if i already know her. She didnt respond because i said "I like open relationships, theyre fun :)" I guess im TOO universal of a guy because i found out thats what fucked me over hahaha so roadtrip to amherst! she has no idea :] haha im so sleepy but my head is full...I tried meditating but i cant because im at my friends house. Im not comfortable here yet even though we are super close. Im also far too sleepy. If i meditate ill just powernap but i need to sleep. Goodnight! i have work monday tues weds 7-3. If i mess up im fired so i need to be spotless until i find a new job.