Terminated.

This whole blog thing...isnt working out for me anymore. I wrote it about 20 post ago or sobut its one of those contradictions. I fuck myself over, i write about it then feel at ease and continue with my life. I read over the post now that i clearly fucked myself over because of the post and think this writing in the end has gotten me nowhere. Ive said nothing in my post to show that i have anything substantial to share. Its all girl drama, fuckin insanity, dreams idk i just feel like a man shouldnt be thinking so much and just doing instead so im going to peace out. I find typing my evolution out to be interesting to myself but at the same time it creates this very two demensional being that is not graceful with anything he does because hes always wondering whats different and whats new. There is never anything new unless i choose to change it. Therefore why do i write about the efforts which ive clearly just up and done as if its something i couldnt perceive? its because my head is a mess and even now it forgets the smallest details that connect today to yesterday but hell. My point is Thomas, especially now that lynne just blew up in your face cause you fucked up i think ima just fuck it and focus on school work and..work and school