Infected

With a virus maybe something else...like bullshit. Something snapped inside me. Idk my entire being, after this week, just flipped upside down and wants to tell someone to fuck off. I guess it was too much drama for a guy like me. Academics and monica and idk. I dont feel like punching anyone or killing anyone...i just dont feel like joking. I like being serious, makes me feel like things are getting done even when there is nothing to be done. What is happening to me? idk but fuck this shit. I think its the music im listening to right now its a psychedelic trance band called infected mushrooms. They really get my heart pumping and theyre really eerie...idk