Editors

The Editors! My new favorite band!! it first started with papillon then i listened to Smokers Outside Hospital Doors and Munich then All Sparks. Which have now become my top four songs from them but im slowly liking alot of their songs. :]

New artist! new music makes me happy :] its like a warm jacket on a chilly day. I can shiver through the day or be completely comfortable. Which is a nice analogy for the music and to the next topic.

IM FREEZING. i compltely lost the capability to regulate heat or do any meditation whatsoever again..cause well..i kept my word..i havent been practicing. lol. It sucks cause im shivering for 15 mins even though im indoors. this is the first winter in a very long time i actually cant handle cold at all. Even last year or past couple years my abilities were eradicate so i had at least the fundamentals but now that i more or less stabilized yeah...freezing. im wearing 5 layers too.

my life is okay right now. No complaints yet. Ive been playing wow haha. yeah i know thats crazy right? Thomas is conforming.

Social life is wack as usual but at least im not feeling the gnawing feeling anymore :]

Academics seems like it will be a breeze this semester lol

Ive been dazing out alot today/yday. Even lauren knows for others thats just whatever but when i do it its like..uh oh lol. its too much time to myself. even those few seconds should not happen anymore. I think nonsense and it convinces me to think more. Probably its due to my restlessness. Ive been unable to sleep properly for a while now and waking up 5 times a night is considered little. The dreams are injections of emotion but ive gotten used to them now. humm theres not much else to talk about..

I really want to leave A&F i hate when im not working and i hate when i am working..i think retail isnt for me. Adition to A&F isnt even a store i like so wtf? idk..its annoying.

let me end this post now.